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LUXOLO
I step inside the toilet with Lindiwe leaving my mother to unpack the shopping bags, she takes off both the T-shirts, and wrap the one that is bloodied.
“I will have to burn it,” she says filling the bathtub with water.
“What happened back there?” I ask her sitting on top of the toilet lid. She shakes her head as she strips naked she has a beautiful body neh, mara the scars. No, hha. Ah. They show that she had been in some serious knife fights, fights that leaves one dead, but her face is clear. How though? Or was she always wearing a mask? Or maybe they were never allowed to touch the face, Erhh…
Her: “Well. Should I start by telling you what happened back there, or must I reintroduce myself first?” She gets inside the bathtub, and lean back.
Me: “Reintroduce yourself I’m interested in knowing about you. Who exactly are you woman?”
Her: “I know this is going to come as a shock to you, but my real name is not Lindiwe. My name is Nandi Maepa, the daughter of the late Grace Maepa,” I widen my eyes, uthini lo nina? Hhe, so she’s not her biological mother’s daughter? What am I even saying? Shit doesn’t make sense.
Me: “What exactly are you saying because I’m not following.”
Her: “As I was saying, my name is Nandi I’ve never met my father, I don’t even know how he looks like. My mother ran a taxi business, and was known as the Mafia Queen, and she sure was until fate remembered her, see I didn’t know that my mother passed on because I was sold to slavery by her enemies, she, too, just like you created enemies for herself unaware.” Haike, where do I enter here? Mxm. “I was basically paying her debts unknowingly, like heck I didn’t even know that she was a gangster until she hired a helper, yhey that helper was bad news. She still is together with her friend throat slayer, and I’m still scared of them even today though they said they’ve changed they are no longer into gangsterism, and shit. Maybe that’s why a lot of men are taking over. Anyway, that’s a story for another day.”
“So, I managed to escape where I was held as a slave with the help of one of the guards of course in exchange for sex obviously. 3 days later of hitchhiking I was finally back in South Africa, I’ve never thanked God like I did that day. When I got home I found Linda, Linda was a helper too, but more of a spy she was hired after Lorna was fired, and I treated her like a nobody little did I know that, one day she will shelter me in my own home. I became a house helper in my own home that was built by my parents, but I’m grateful because she did not throw me out. Picking up the pieces of my life was very hard, but I eventually did. I went, and ask for forgiveness from Lorna & Anthea, and they forgave me. They taught me how to shoot, they taught me self-defense they basically introduced me into the world of gangsterism, and showed me the dangers that it comes with they weren’t into drugs though, but men sure did fear them.” This story needs a glass of gin.
Me: “Hold the conversation I’ll be right back. You can sommar drain the water, and refill the bathtub again,” I’m already closing the door behind me, I take a deep breath, and shake my head. If what she said it’s true; how come her mother didn’t notice that, that’s not her daughter? This is confusing maarn, but she sure will give us some clarity because I know that I’m not the only one confused. I get to the kitchen, and I find my mother already preparing dinner.
Her: “What were doing in that bathroom all this time?”
Me: “Constipation, and I’m here to get a glass of water.”
Her: “And Lindiwe?”
Me: “She’s keeping me company,” she searches my eyes, and goes “hmmm.”
Her: “Let me go, and check if I don’t have laxatives medication in my bag, it will really help you,” she walks away. I open the cupboard, and takeout a bottle Mayfair dry gin then go back to the bathroom. My mom knows that I drink, but I never drink in front of her, that’s how much I respect her.
Me: “You can continue with your story, and don’t worry we’re going to drink straight from the bottle, but you can always use the bottle cap,” she laughs throwing her head back. “Akube njalo,” twisting the bottle cap open.
Her: “I’m not really a fan of gin, I’m more of a black label/castle lager girl. But I can always make an exception,” shrugging. Ishuuu, this child drinks some heavy beers yong.
Me: “I ain’t saying anything.”
Her: “So, I met a few girls back in college those girls were corrupt hey, they always caused havoc back at college terrorizing the teachers & students, police tried interfering, but it always ended in blood shed since the girls had other members outside the college, whenever we saw them coming from a distance we would all go, and hide plus I was far away from home. To cut the story short I befriended them in return for protection since there was another group of upcoming ruthless girls in the making. The group of the girls that recruited me called themselves Amazembe, they introduced me to their boss, and funny enough their boss was a man a whole entire man with a pot-belly, and hair that falls on his shoulders! Anyway, in order for me to be fully a member I had to kill a girl, and sure enough I found myself a prey, and I killed her, I had to take the head to the boss as proof that I did really kill her. What I didn’t know though was that they were going to make a mask for me that looks exactly like the girl I killed, plus we had the same body structure. I was given her identity, and given all her family information, I had to train my voice to talk like her, and walk the same way as her,” wawu!
I gulp down the gin one time, hhayi, and pause then burps.
Me: “Pardon. Hhayi girl, uyingozi wena, u dangerous nyani. So, you walk around all day with a mask? Hhayi, you are the woman of woman’s geliza, o brave! So, your boyfriend is actually dating an entire mask?” She nods, and I laugh. “Why do I feel as if like you’re lying? Uyang’jutha moghel.”
Her: “I’m not. Want me to show you?”
Me: “Duh…,” she nods, and moves her hand to her neck, and I can see the weave going up slowly, wuhhh nina manini she might be telling the truth. I gasp when I see her real self, my lips part open, and I freeze I’m not even blinking, the gin bottle slip out of my hand, and inside the bathtub. I try talking, but my voice is failing me. Ayifuni ukuphuma, it’s blocked. Wawu. Well, she looks better as herself than with the mask. So, her mask boyfriend is sleeping with another woman unknowingly? I find myself laughing, and shaking my head. Hey, girls are a mystery yazi, I wonder how things are going to unfold between her, and Lee should they decided to try something. Fireworks I tell you. “Girl? I vum’ you yasis, you are the Ish uhamba wedwa wena, you go alone shame!” She puts back her mask.
Her: “That’s just about it.”
Me: “Hhe, girl I still can’t believe it yazi, but you don’t look like you have a mask on. Whoever made the mask is good, I fucken give it to her/him. So, wena sisi we mask, all the amazembe girls have masks on?”
Her: “Nope, only us who are afraid to reveal our real identities,” guys this girl will come in handy in this cartel of mine, she can always change faces, and I need to meet the girls she mentioned they sound like a force to be reckon with. Wuuh, I can already picture us causing havoc everywhere we go.
Me: “Now, where is your amazembe gang?”
Her: “Dead. They killed each other because of a position. Ken, our boss wanted someone who will take over, and he had already chosen his candidate. Erhhh, it became world war 77. The girls attacked him, and killed him, as for me, I gathered all that I could lay my hands on, and ran away because I knew that we were going to turn against each other, and end up killing each,” she shrugs. She did good by running away, and saving herself. Imagining dying because of some position? Hhayi shame it can never be us.
Me: “Back there at the mall what happened?” She sighs.
Her: “I saw a blast from a past, actually I saw the girls that I’m in a gang with, at first I thought that my eyes were deceiving me when I saw one of them exiting the toilet in a hurry I knew that something was off, and when you come out of the toilet fixing yourself I knew that, that girl was sent to you because I also saw the knife on your waist, the back of the knife on your T-shirt was visible, but no one was really paying attention to you. And when I saw two of them having a heated conversation I had to react, and yes I killed them, but the one that wanted to attack you got away, I think it’s one of the newly recruited girls, amateurs, and she will most definitely be killed.”
Me: “You are in another gang? Who is your boss?”
Her: “Michelle.” The name sounds familiar, then I remember…
Me: “Michelle Kruglov?” She nods, and gives me a stare.
Her: “How do you know her?”
Me: “Well, she once threatened me, and that time I did nothing to her.”
Her: “She just came to you, and threatened you?” I chuckle taking out the bottle from the bathtub, what a waste.
Me: “I was talking to my ex-boyfriend, yoh, and she came out from out of nowhere fuming, and started threatening me,” she shakes her head.
Her: “It might be her, and she’s very dangerous you will have to be alert at all times, this is only the beginning, and you are lucky that she sent an amateur for you, if she sent one of her trusted girls you would probably be dead by now,” I laugh.
Me: “Wrong. I would be here with you chatting like we’re doing right now, but now that you’ve mentioned it, I will have to be alert at all times.” I think it’s time I started taking shooting lessons they will come in handy very soon.
Her: “Because I will not be here to always protect you, in 2 weeks time I’m flying to Colombia I’ll be there for 2 months, but before I leave I must teach you how to use a gun, and how to defend yourself. You will really need all the skills you can get, and when you shoot you must shoot to kill not to give out a warning, because sometimes the person you shoot will retaliate, and end up killing you. They are more likely to survive. This world is not for the weakling Lux, you need to be strong, and fear fokol!” I nod in agreement. “I can tell that you have it in you to become a notorious female gangster like the likes of Monica Masari, or Antonietta Di Costanzo, unlike us who were forced into it. You must find someone from Russia or Italy who can teach you how to be ruthless, and kill without even flinching, and teach you to shut down your emotions. We need a strong South African Mafia woman, a woman who will make the men shake when she approaches from a distance, not bo Adele who sleeps with men in order to get deals, and getting information using her body, we need a woman who will represent us, and face her opponent heads in, and find all the information she needs without dropping their underwear, that woman is you. I’m Prophesying njalo,” I give her a joker smile.
Me: “Hmmm,” do I really have the traits of being a notorious gangster? Haha, this is funny. But it sounds good in my ears.
“Hhey hey, kanty what’s going on in there? You’ve been in there for a long time now, even the food is getting cold,” my mom is busy banging the door shouting. “Don’t make me call Lee to come and kick this door down, food is ready. I don’t want to come back here,” we giggle. Lindiwe steps out of the bathtub, and we both go to my room, I throw myself on top of the bed, and listen to her telling me how powerful I’m going to be if I become a Mafia Queen.
Me: “Why don’t you become one?”
Her: “I prefer working on the sidelines,” I nod. “Anyway, where can I order sex?” I laugh.
Me: “I didn’t know that you guys order sex. Why don’t you go to a club? I’m sure you will find some loose guy ayalahla namajita phela, umswiphe ntwana,” she laughs.
Her: “I plan nalelo, and you also need to get laid I can see webs down there all the way from here,” I grab the pillow, and throw it at her.
Me: “Uyanya wena,” she laughs.
Her: “Mele ngixove mnax.”
Me: “What?”
Her: “Stone, black halls, and green pepper killer combo baby girl.”
Me: “What do they do?” She sneers.
Her: “You dance all night,” I look at her still confused then my mind registers what she actually means.
Me: “Sies wena!” She laughs.
Her: “Let’s go, and eat before your mother comes here,” I stand up, and follow after her, she’s busy laughing. RHA…
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TSAKANI
I was shocked to learn about the shooting because it wasn’t long I left the mall, the shooting took place exactly 10 minutes after I left, and for the fact that no one knows what happened, or who got shot, and why it’s frustrating. But I was more worried about Lux, when Lee told me that she’s safe I became at ease. On the news they confirmed two females dead bodies
“She’s a killer man. That retard girl I was telling you about? Lux’s cousin? She’s a killer man,” he takes a swig. “Ndoda, ubabhodisile bafo, and she thought I didn’t see her covering the evidence njayami.”
“Uringa ngani skhokho?” I stop peeling the carrots, and look at him.
Him: “She killed those two women at the mall njayami, ubacishile, babhubhile,” I chuckle, and shake my head.
Me: “Hhayi ndoda uyang’jutha.”
Him: “Nex njayami. Her T-shirt was full of blood, and so were her hands. The way people are scared of dying I don’t think they noticed anything, and she was walking as if nothing happened. She is like me after I’m done killing a person,” he wiggles his brows.
Me: “Imagine someone who needs psychiatric evaluation shooting you in your sleep?” He stops pacing up & down and looks at me.
Him: “Hhayi fuck maarn Tsakani fuck. Let me go to Sol’s I need to blow off some steam, I need to burst a nut. Are you joining us?”
Me: “I’ll come once I’m done cooking.”
Him: “At least you won’t leave us tonight like you did the last time, phela your project is not there. So, you will be with us throughout, I need to forget about today,” he walks out banging the door after him.
Me: “You will pay for the door you bitch!” I can hear him laughing outside I’m sure he’s jumping up & down like a little kid seeing a lollipop. So, Lux’s cousin is a killer? I wonder who is she working for, and she better not introduce Lux to this dangerous life that revolves around us. Lux is a strong girl, but I don’t want her knowing how to kill because once she does all hell will break loose, she will be very dangerous her character says it all, and again it would bring me joy to see a woman kill Adele for me in cold blood. Oh, well I really don’t know what I want her to do, ai fuck let me not make decisions on her behalf.
An hour later I’m done cooking, bafethu ngiyalishaya ibhodwe, and I’ll be eating this food for the next 3 coming days I don’t like wasting food. My phone beeps indicating a message, I view it and it’s from Batista telling me that they’re waiting for me, I send him my response, and slip the phone back in my pocket then go, and take a quick shower.
I’m about to step out of the house when I find Lux standing on my doorstep, and by the look of it she was about to knock. She’s wearing a short dress, waitse nna my dick likes misbehaving when it sees her, and my blood becomes hot. I’m still holding the door looking at her, and she also holds the gaze, and I swear I see her nipples hardening, and she crosses her legs, her chest is going up & down. I lick my lips, and she breaks the gaze a naughty smile creeps out of my face.
“Can I help you?” Lifting her chin making her to face me with my thumb, I’m still keeping my gaze at her, she bats her eyes.
“I- I… Phone,” I brush her lips with my thumb parting them apart, she closes her eyes, and heaves a breath. Perfect. I bring my face to hers, and start kissing her at first she doesn’t respond, but as my right hand rests on her breast she responds, the power of touch. I pull her inside the house, and kick the door close. No, not the kitchen last time she did a number on me, but wait how did she get inside the yard because the gates are locked? Lee makes sure that he always locks the gate. Arh, then it hits me. She came in the very same way she left the last time when she was here, another act of bravery from her.
We step inside my bedroom, and I lay her on top of the bed not breaking the kiss. Her hands are wrapped around my neck, and her legs wrapped around my waist, I don’t think she’s wearing any underwear of which it’s a good thing if you ask me. I pull up her dress, and yank it over her head as he unbuttons the buttons of my shirt, he takes it off my body, and throws it far away. I cup both her breast’s with my hands, and play with them. Her hands move to my back, and she draws circles with her nails, then she nibbles on my ear sending some electrifying feeling all over my body.
“Take off your pants,” she tells me in between the kiss.
“You have hands use them,” I lick her face as she unbuckles my trouser, they fall down, and get stuck right on my feet, fuck. I get up from her, and take it off, and she’s lying there taking note of every movement of me, her eyes goes down to my underwear then back at me. I crawl back to bed, and part her legs apart, again my lips meet hers…
Legs spread wide. Her knees bent every so often and her heels dug into the covers as her hips lift, rubbing my stiff fingers back and forth across her distended clit making her moan. Her nails dig my skin as my mouth cover her nipple, sucking at her tender nipples as I slide my middle finger in & out of her furnace-hot pussy and probing deep, and retract them.
“Yessss…,” I run my thumb over her nipple as I look into her eyes and push one of my thighs between hers when she starts twitching, rubbing them together. She moans and press her pussy hard against my muscled thigh.
“Rub your pussy on my leg,” I tell her, and she widens her eyes at me. “Just do as I say,” whispering in her ear, and nibbling on it, I can feel her shiver beneath me. I add my fingers to the mix, rubbing her clit as I suck her tit deep into my mouth, I brush my fingers along her slit, but don’t go in this time around, just teasing her, earning myself a moan from her. I take my fingers away from her and make my way down her body. Pushing her legs apart with a little force, I lower my head leaving trail of wet kisses on her neck, and sniff her pussy. I love sniffing pussy, and I must say that evry pussy smells different, separating her folds with my fingers and take a peek inside her wet pussy’s inner lips.
“Who was owning this pussy before me?” Blowing air inside her pussy, then look at her straight in the eyes.
“No- no one,” she says breathless, her chest going up & down. She’s lying, I know. But now, her pussy belongs to me. I’ve slept with many women before, but I’ve never asked who was the last person inside them, not even one. I give her a grin, and slide my tongue inside her pussy she’s wet. She squeezes her legs around my head and rubs her pussy in my face. I hold onto her ass lifting it up a little bringing it closer to my mouth, and lick into her cunt while fingering her clit, her legs starts shaking, and she pushes my head deeper in her pussy with her hands, she screams as I proceed licking her pussy.
“St… Stop- please,” she fists my sheet as I lift her ass higher, and my dreadlocks keep on dangling on the sides. My thumb is circulating around her clitoris, and I slip my finger inside it pressing her Skene’s gland, perfect. Her legs vibrate over my hands, she tries getting up, but I press her Skene gland with pressure, and she yelps. I circulate my tongue in his pussy, she eventually cum in my tongue, I pull my head out between her trap, nibbling her inner thighs teasingly, and watch her trying to catch her breath ncoaah bakithi, she’s not ready for me. That was just a warm up. I climb between her thighs rubbing my cock back and forth over her wet slit teasing her once again, my hands caressing her boobs, and my lips working hers. The way her nails dig my skin does things to me honestly.
My heart beat against my chest and I appreciate how fucking lucky I am to be finally having her in my bed without her trying something funny, to be at the entrance of this woman’s pussy excites me.
“I want you- please. Make love to me,” her voice sound soft in my mouth.
“All in good time. I’m not in a hurry, and I’m going to fuck you, not make love to you; remember my words? Or you’ve forgotten them?” She shakes her head. “I’m a man of my words, and no we are not going to use a condom. I want you raw.”
“I- I have STD,” she tells me, and I laugh.
“I don’t mind, I can always get it treated, and again you wouldn’t have come here if you had any, even if you told me that you are HIV positive I would still fuck you just like I’m about to do now,” breathing down her neck, and she swallows at absolutely nothing I can feel her nipples arousing again. Without a warning I push myself in, she opens for me and put her hands on my shoulders. I shove the first few inches inside her and I’m pleased to find her tight as fuck then I slid the rest of cock slowly into her, and she winces and flinches, I start moving inside her slowly.
“Whose pussy is this?” She doesn’t respond. I pinch her right nipple, and she yelps.
“Yours,” she responds. I look into her eyes for the truth of her words, longing to believe her, and she mos def not lying. Her pussy is mine she said it herself, I will make her forget all the guys who’ve she slept with before. I push my face into her neck and bit into her flesh as I fuck her. I didn’t expect her to last, so I found her clit again and tease it with my finger as I speed up the thrusts of my cock in her pussy. Her moans grow louder until they turn into screams as I fuck her harder, the bed rocks as she also moves her lower body trying to level up with me. Her nails dug into me, the way she grunts as she rides her pussy on my cock, I increase my pace, hearing her moaning, and my name escaping her lips makes my cock twitch inside her. I grab her ass and feed her lips my tongue as my cock leaks pre-cum into her. She clutches me harder, digging her nails into my back, making me to hiss, and I lick her cheek.
I wrap my arms around her shoulders, bringing her closer to my chest, my hips grind into hers, driving my cock, the cock that had drawn her to my bed, into her deeper and deeper. Now, I can safely say that she’s the only woman who knows how to tame my cock, many tried but failed. Her pussy seems to have an added secret compartment that actually opened up and let me in without any hassles. Is it too early to say that she’s tailored for me? Another thing is that; she can fuck. She isn’t just laying here like a chicken making fuck-me noises like some, she actually gets into it, which makes me want to cum inside her too soon. Like now! And the aim is not to make her pregnant. She nibbles on my ear hardening my cock, I groan as I stiffens on top of her, my dick swell up inside her pussy, I thrust thrice, and the first shot of cum blasted into her. Her pussy opened up and accepted my seed as she sucked at me. I stay on top of her, our lips locked together and I feel my cock which hadn’t gone down much, start to harden inside her again, she starts moving her lower body beneath me, and rakes her hands all over my back digging her nails here & there she doesn’t have to tell me anything, and we are at again… She flips me over, yhey she has strength maarn, she rides me going up & down on my cock making me squirm like a little girl.
She directs my hands on her buttocks, and plays with her boobs biting her lower lip, up-down-left-right, circular motion. I spank her buttocks, and she yelps going faster on top of me, I’m at her mercy, and her at mine. She’s wild, she’s a freak and most definitely have energy, and that fuels me more, her loud moans are fucking turning me on. Using her feet she manages to lift my legs, and they settle on top of her feet she learns her upper body forward her chest coming into contact with mine. She looks at me straight in the eyes, as she continues riding me, I hold the gaze too, and she smashes her lips into mine, pulling my lower lip with her teeth she increases her pace licking my face, and pulling my dreads as she trembles on top of me her boobs growing bigger, her nipples hardening once more…
“Ju… Just one more thrust, I’m cum…ming,” she says burying her head on my neck biting it, and her juices slide down my dick, I squeeze her buttocks, and again my dick swells inside her, I shoot my seeds in her again, and she lies limp on top of me catching her breath.
“We are not done yet,” I turn her over and drag her body to the edge of the bed, legs dangling over my broad shoulders giving me the clear view of her pussy, and I go inside her once more. She screams, squirms, and grabs on the sheet as I dick womb her… Drops of my sweat drop on to her body, we are both drenched in sweat. I flip her over, hands on the bed, and her ass bending directly on my still erect dick I enter her from behind loosing myself in her pussy, this feels like heaven. I wouldn’t mind taking her again, and again every fucking day. This pussy right here belongs to me, and me alone I just need to mark her so that any guy who tries to sleep with her will know who she belongs.
“T… TK,” her voice comes out as a whisper.
“Just few more minutes baby, just few more,” I tell her as I pound her fast & harder. There’s still a long night to go, every time she closes her eyes, I want to be the only thing she sees, and remembering this day, and more days like these to come.