Chapter 94\u00a0<\/p>\n
Ellie POV\u00a0<\/p>\n
Leaving the boys behind was the hardest thing I\u2019d ever had to do, and that was saying something considering the mess my life had been the past year.\u00a0<\/p>\n
I bent down, brushing a kiss over each of their foreheads, trying to memorize the warmth of their skin and the sound of their soft breathing as if that could sustain me until the next time I saw them. I hadn\u2019t been away from them for more than a few hours since they were born.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Their little hands closed on my fingers as I touched their soft palms. It wasn\u2019t a handhold, just an automatic reaction, but it still made my heart ache.\u00a0<\/p>\n
My chest hurt from the effort of not sobbing in front of them. They were too little to understand what was happening, too little to understand that anything was even happening. They were still too young to speak or understand and that only made it more difficult.\u00a0<\/p>\n
I couldn\u2019t explain that I was going away for a little while and I couldn\u2019t promise that I would be back. All they would know was that mommy didn\u2019t come when they cried.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Cassian lingered in the doorway, leaning one shoulder against the frame, his expression caught somewhere between protective and pained.\u00a0<\/p>\n
He didn\u2019t push me to hurry, didn\u2019t remind me that Nolan was waiting downstairs. He just watched, as though he knew this was a moment I needed to stretch out as long as possible, a thread of time I wasn\u2019t ready to cut.\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019ll come back as often as I can,\u201d I whispered, my voice breaking as I smoothed the blanket over their tiny forms. \u201cYou\u2019ll bring them to see me when it\u2019s safe?\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n
Cassian straightened, his eyes softening. \u201cYou know I will. Nothing will stop me from making sure you\u2019re with them.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n
I finally tore myself away from their matching bassinets. I twisted my hands together as if I could somehow hold myself together through the pressure.\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u201cHe can\u2019t know about them,\u201d I said, my voice sharp, desperate. I turned to Cassian, reaching for him automatically. \u201cNot yet. Not until I know it\u2019s safe. I can\u2019t risk Nolan finding out and deciding what\u2019s best for them without me. I can\u2019t\u2026\u201d My throat closed.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Cassian covered my hands with his own, steady and grounding. \u201cEllie,\u201d he said firmly, \u201cI gave you my word. The boys are yours. This secret stays between us. No matter what happens with Nolan. No matter what pressure he puts on me. I\u2019ll protect them.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n
His certainty was comforting, though it did little to ease the fractured feeling in my chest. \u201cThank you,\u201d I breathed, letting go before I lost my grip on my stormy emotions.\u00a0<\/p>\n
He hesitated, then squeezed my shoulder gently. \u201cYou don\u2019t have to thank me. You shouldn\u2019t have to beg anyone to keep your children safe.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n
I had no answer for that, only a choked nod before I forced myself to move past him, down the hall, each step heavier than the last. Every instinct screamed at me to turn back, to scoop my babies into my arms and never let go, but that wasn\u2019t an option.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Not right now. Not with Nolan waiting, and so much at risk.\u00a0<\/p>\n
I didn\u2019t want to leave Silver Fang in a state of panic, and I didn\u2019t want to risk Nolan retaliating against Cassian for\u00a0<\/p>\n
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helping me. This was the only option that I had.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Cassian followed me downstairs, his presence like a shield at my back. When we stepped into the lobby, Nolan rose from his seat immediately, his entire focus snapping to me as if nothing else in the world existed.\u00a0<\/p>\n
The intensity of it made me falter for a heartbeat, but then Cassian\u2019s hand brushed lightly against mine-a silent reminder, a silent promise. The boys were safe. The secret was safe.\u00a0<\/p>\n
I nodded once, squared my shoulders, and stepped toward Nolan.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Nolan POV\u00a0<\/p>\n
I called ahead before we left Moonstone, my voice clipped as I instructed the betas at the packhouse to prepare for her return. The words had felt foreign on my tongue, like I was afraid the line would go dead or someone would laugh and tell me it was all some kind of cruel trick.\u00a0<\/p>\n
After so many months of searching, so many sleepless nights and shouting matches with Felicity and the council, it felt surreal that I had finally found Ellie.\u00a0<\/p>\n
She was finally coming home.\u00a0<\/p>\n
The thought settled something deep inside me, a weight I hadn\u2019t realized I\u2019d been carrying until it lifted. Relief washed through me in uneven waves, tempered by the tension still thrumming between us, but strong enough that I could almost believe things would go back to the way they used to be. Back to normal.\u00a0<\/p>\n
I hated the way my hands shook as I drove, hated that she sat so close beside me yet felt impossibly far away. I wanted to reach out, to take her hand, to reassure both of us that this wasn\u2019t some dream I\u2019d wake from.\u00a0<\/p>\n
But the tension in her posture warned me off. She stared out the window, her reflection pale against the glass, and I knew better than to push her right now.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Still, I couldn\u2019t stop the words from spilling out. \u201cThe pack\u2019s going to lose their minds when they see you. They\u2019ve been preparing for the worst this whole time. You being home-it\u2019ll give them hope again.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n
She didn\u2019t look at me. \u201cYou\u2019re assuming that\u2019s what they want. That\u2019s what you want.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u201cOf course it\u2019s what I want,\u201d I snapped before I could temper it, then forced my tone gentler. \u201cI\u2019ve been out of my mind with worry, Ellie. I thought I lost you forever.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n
Silence stretched between us, filled only by the hum of the engine and the pounding of my own heart. She didn\u2019t argue, didn\u2019t soften, just kept her gaze fixed on the darkening horizon as though the answer to everything lay somewhere out there, beyond my reach.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Or like she was looking at something else that I couldn\u2019t see. Was she remembering something\u2026 or thinking of\u00a0<\/p>\n
someone.\u00a0<\/p>\n
The image of Cassian reaching for her hand flashed through my mind.\u00a0<\/p>\n
I gripped the wheel tighter, swallowing the sharp mix of frustration and longing.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Maybe she didn\u2019t believe me yet. Maybe she never would. But she was coming home-that was what mattered. Once the pack saw her, once they felt her presence again, maybe things would finally settle. Maybe we could begin to fix what had been broken.\u00a0<\/p>\n
For the first time in months, I let myself imagine it. Her in the packhouse again, her laughter carrying down the halls, her steadiness beside me at gatherings, the pack looking at us and seeing strength instead of fracture.\u00a0<\/p>\n
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The image was fragile, dangerous to hold too tightly, but I clung to it anyway. It was a fantasy, and I knew it. That was never what our life had been, but I wanted it to be real. I wanted to have that life with her.\u00a0<\/p>\n
The thought startled me. When had that become my goal? What about Felicity and all the promises that I had made?\u00a0<\/p>\n
Well, I was a selfish man. I knew that about myself. And I had broken plenty of promises.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Ellie didn\u2019t know it yet, maybe she didn\u2019t want to know it, but with her back where she belonged, I could make things right again.\u00a0<\/p>\n
I wouldn\u2019t be easy, but it was possible, and that was all I needed.\u00a0<\/p>\n
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