Chapter\u00a0620\u00a0<\/p>\n
Judy\u2019s\u00a0POV<\/p>\n
I\u00a0wasn\u2019t\u00a0really\u00a0prepared\u00a0for\u00a0us\u00a0to\u00a0leave\u00a0the\u00a0pack.\u00a0But\u00a0as\u00a0soon\u00a0as\u00a0we\u00a0crossed\u00a0the\u00a0borders,\u00a0I\u00a0started\u00a0to\u00a0feel\u00a0even\u00a0more\u00a0uneasy.\u00a0Most\u00a0of\u00a0the\u00a0drive\u00a0was\u00a0quiet;\u00a0I\u00a0kept\u00a0stealing\u00a0glances\u00a0at\u00a0Spencer,\u00a0but\u00a0his\u00a0expression\u00a0was\u00a0unreadable.\u00a0It\u00a0was\u00a0unlike\u00a0him.<\/p>\n
\u201cSpencer,\u00a0is\u00a0everything\u00a0okay?\u201d\u00a0I\u00a0asked\u00a0him\u00a0when\u00a0I\u00a0couldn\u2019t\u00a0take\u00a0the\u00a0silence\u00a0anymore.<\/p>\n
He\u00a0blinked\u00a0and\u00a0then\u00a0glanced\u00a0at\u00a0me.<\/p>\n
\u201cYeah,\u00a0why\u00a0do\u00a0you ask?\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u201cYou\u00a0just\u00a0seem\u00a0off,\u201d\u00a0I\u00a0tell\u00a0him.\u00a0\u201cUnlike\u00a0yourself.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m\u00a0fine,\u201d he\u00a0replied.\u00a0he\u00a0gave\u00a0me\u00a0a\u00a0smile,\u00a0though\u00a0it\u00a0didn\u2019t\u00a0reach\u00a0his\u00a0eyes.\u00a0He\u00a0seemed\u00a0almost\u00a0nervous\u00a0about\u00a0something,\u00a0or\u00a0maybe\u00a0it\u00a0was\u00a0my\u00a0own\u00a0nerves attacking\u00a0the\u00a0pit\u00a0of\u00a0my\u00a0belly.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0decided\u00a0not\u00a0to\u00a0worry\u00a0too\u00a0much\u00a0about\u00a0Spencer;\u00a0he\u00a0was\u00a0Spencer.\u00a0He\u00a0was\u00a0my\u00a0first\u00a0friend\u00a0after\u00a0Luna\u00a0Lucy.\u00a0He\u00a0made\u00a0me\u00a0feel\u00a0welcomed\u00a0to\u00a0not\u00a0only\u00a0the\u00a0team\u00a0but to\u00a0the\u00a0pack\u00a0as\u00a0well.\u00a0I\u00a0might\u00a0have\u00a0only\u00a0known\u00a0him\u00a0for\u00a0a\u00a0short\u00a0time,\u00a0but\u00a0he\u00a0became\u00a0my\u00a0best\u00a0friend.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0relaxed\u00a0in\u00a0my\u00a0seat\u00a0a\u00a0little\u00a0as\u00a0I\u00a0was\u00a0reminded\u00a0of\u00a0that\u00a0fact.\u00a0Spencer\u00a0wouldn\u2019t\u00a0do\u00a0anything\u00a0to\u00a0hurt\u00a0me.<\/p>\n
My mind\u00a0drifted\u00a0back\u00a0to\u00a0Gavin.\u00a0I\u00a0was\u00a0still\u00a0so\u00a0pissed\u00a0off\u00a0and\u00a0hurt\u00a0that\u00a0he\u00a0would\u00a0barge\u00a0in\u00a0here\u00a0and\u00a0order\u00a0me\u00a0back\u00a0to\u00a0his\u00a0pack.\u00a0We\u00a0still\u00a0had\u00a0so\u00a0much\u00a0to\u00a0talk\u00a0about;\u00a0it\u2019s\u00a0not\u00a0like\u00a0I\u00a0was\u00a0going\u00a0to\u00a0jump\u00a0on\u00a0the\u00a0opportunity\u00a0to\u00a0take\u00a0in\u00a0this\u00a0pack.\u00a0I\u00a0wanted\u00a0to\u00a0return\u00a0with\u00a0him;\u00a0yes,\u00a0I\u2019ll\u00a0miss\u00a0the\u00a0friends\u00a0I\u2019ve\u00a0made\u00a0in\u00a0this\u00a0pack,\u00a0but\u00a0I\u00a0miss\u00a0my\u00a0other\u00a0friends\u00a0even\u00a0more.\u00a0I\u00a0would\u00a0kill\u00a0for\u00a0a\u00a0girl\u2019s\u00a0night\u00a0with\u00a0Nan\u00a0and\u00a0Irene.\u00a0They\u00a0were\u00a0my\u00a0best\u00a0friends,\u00a0and\u00a0I\u00a0wanted\u00a0to\u00a0tell\u00a0them\u00a0everything\u00a0that\u00a0was\u00a0going\u00a0on\u00a0in\u00a0my\u00a0life.\u00a0I\u00a0miss\u00a0my\u00a0family\u00a0too;\u00a0I\u00a0realized how\u00a0rash\u00a0I\u00a0was\u00a0in\u00a0leaving\u00a0when\u00a0I\u00a0spoke\u00a0to\u00a0my\u00a0mom\u00a0on\u00a0the\u00a0phone\u00a0the\u00a0other\u00a0night.\u00a0I\u00a0missed\u00a0her\u00a0so\u00a0much,\u00a0and\u00a0I\u00a0know\u00a0leaving\u00a0as\u00a0quickly\u00a0as\u00a0I\u00a0did\u00a0hurt\u00a0both\u00a0her\u00a0and\u00a0my\u00a0father.\u00a02\u00a0<\/p>\n
I\u00a0was\u00a0so\u00a0quick\u00a0to\u00a0leave\u00a0my\u00a0life\u00a0behind\u00a0to\u00a0escape\u00a0something\u00a0that\u00a0hurt\u00a0me\u00a0that\u00a0I\u00a0didn\u2019t\u00a0stop\u00a0to\u00a0think\u00a0about\u00a0those\u00a0I\u00a0was\u00a0hurting\u00a0in\u00a0return.\u00a0I\u00a0was\u00a0being\u00a0just\u00a0as\u00a0selfish,\u00a0and\u00a0I\u00a0realized\u00a0that\u00a0this\u00a0past\u00a0week.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0was\u00a0also\u00a0aware\u00a0of\u00a0the\u00a0fact\u00a0that\u00a0I\u2019m\u00a0carrying\u00a0Gavin\u2019s\u00a0baby.<\/p>\n
Instinctively,\u00a0I\u00a0put\u00a0my\u00a0hands\u00a0on\u00a0my\u00a0belly;\u00a0it\u00a0was\u00a0still\u00a0flat,\u00a0a\u00a0couple\u00a0of\u00a0months\u00a0away\u00a0from\u00a0possibly\u00a0popping.\u00a0I\u00a0still\u00a0couldn\u2019t\u00a0believe\u00a0a\u00a0baby\u00a0was\u00a0growing\u00a0inside\u00a0of\u00a0me.\u00a0My\u00a0baby.\u00a0Gavin\u2019s\u00a0baby.\u00a0My\u00a0heart\u00a0squeezed.<\/p>\n
I\u00a0was\u00a0scared\u00a0that\u00a0Gavin\u00a0didn\u2019t\u00a0want\u00a0me,\u00a0and\u00a0in\u00a0turn,\u00a0he\u00a0wouldn\u2019t\u00a0want\u00a0our\u00a0baby.\u00a0I\u00a0was\u00a0scared\u00a0that\u00a0I\u00a0was\u00a0going\u00a0to\u00a0end\u00a0up\u00a0having\u00a0to\u00a0do\u00a0this\u00a0alone.\u00a0I\u00a0didn\u2019t\u00a0know\u00a0anything\u00a0about\u00a0being\u00a0a\u00a0parent;\u00a0yeah,\u00a0I\u00a0had\u00a0amazing\u00a0parents\u00a0growing\u00a0up\u00a0who\u00a0treated\u00a0me like\u00a0their\u00a0own,\u00a0even\u00a0if\u00a0I\u00a0was\u00a0adopted.\u00a0I\u00a0had\u00a0great\u00a0role\u00a0models\u2026\u00a0but\u00a0could\u00a0I\u00a0really\u00a0be\u00a0that\u00a0for\u00a0another\u00a0living\u00a0being?\u00a01<\/p>\n
What\u00a0Gavin\u00a0said\u00a0earlier\u00a0was cruel.\u00a0I\u00a0wanted\u00a0us\u00a0to\u00a0have\u00a0a\u00a0real\u00a0conversation,\u00a0but instead\u00a0he\u00a0jumped\u00a0down\u00a0my\u00a0throat\u00a0and\u00a0ordered\u00a0me\u00a0home.\u00a0He\u00a0didn\u2019t\u00a0care\u00a0about\u00a0me\u2026\u00a0all\u00a0he\u00a0cared\u00a0about\u00a0was\u00a0his\u00a0control\u00a0over\u00a0me.\u00a0My\u00a0heart\u00a0ached\u00a0at\u00a0the\u00a0very\u00a0thought.\u00a06\u00a0<\/p>\n
I\u00a0stared\u00a0around\u00a0the\u00a0pathed\u00a0woods\u00a0were\u00a0driving\u00a0through.\u00a0I\u00a0frowned\u00a0as\u00a0I\u00a0looked\u00a0around;\u00a0I\u00a0felt\u00a0uncomfortable being\u00a0in\u00a0a\u00a0forest\u00a0when\u00a0we\u00a0weren\u2019t\u00a0on\u00a0packlands.\u00a0That\u00a0meant\u00a0we\u00a0were\u00a0traveling\u00a0through\u00a0the\u00a0rogue\u00a0district.<\/p>\n
\u201cSpencer\u2026\u201d\u00a0I\u00a0said,\u00a0a\u00a0nervous\u00a0twinge\u00a0in\u00a0my\u00a0voice.<\/p>\n
\u201cHmm?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u00a0know\u00a0we\u00a0are\u00a0Gammas\u00a0and\u00a0are\u00a0trained\u00a0to\u00a0deal\u00a0with\u00a0any situation,\u00a0but\u00a0is\u00a0it\u00a0a\u00a0good\u00a0idea\u00a0to\u00a0drive\u00a0through\u00a0the\u00a0rogue\u00a0district?\u201d\u00a0I\u00a0asked him,\u00a0glancing\u00a0in\u00a0his\u00a0direction\u00a0just\u00a0in\u00a0time\u00a0to\u00a0see\u00a0him\u00a0lifting\u00a0one\u00a0shoulder.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u00a0barely\u00a0ever\u00a0see\u00a0rogues\u00a0in\u00a0this\u00a0area,\u201d\u00a0he\u00a0told\u00a0me.\u00a0\u201cSo,\u00a0I\u00a0don\u2019t\u00a0really\u00a0think\u00a0about\u00a0it.\u201d<\/p>\n
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We Built a Kingdom From Ashes That Still Remembered Love by Aila Frost 620 Chapter\u00a0620\u00a0 Judy\u2019s\u00a0POV I\u00a0wasn\u2019t\u00a0really\u00a0prepared\u00a0for\u00a0us\u00a0to\u00a0leave\u00a0the\u00a0pack.\u00a0But\u00a0as\u00a0soon\u00a0as\u00a0we\u00a0crossed\u00a0the\u00a0borders,\u00a0I\u00a0started\u00a0to\u00a0feel\u00a0even\u00a0more\u00a0uneasy.\u00a0Most\u00a0of\u00a0the\u00a0drive\u00a0was\u00a0quiet;\u00a0I\u00a0kept\u00a0stealing\u00a0glances\u00a0at\u00a0Spencer,\u00a0but\u00a0his\u00a0expression\u00a0was\u00a0unreadable.\u00a0It\u00a0was\u00a0unlike\u00a0him. \u201cSpencer,\u00a0is\u00a0everything\u00a0okay?\u201d\u00a0I\u00a0asked\u00a0him\u00a0when\u00a0I\u00a0couldn\u2019t\u00a0take\u00a0the\u00a0silence\u00a0anymore. He\u00a0blinked\u00a0and\u00a0then\u00a0glanced\u00a0at\u00a0me. \u201cYeah,\u00a0why\u00a0do\u00a0you […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[38],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21689","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-shadow-slave-by-author-novelnozi-com"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kezpres.xyz\/novelreading\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21689","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kezpres.xyz\/novelreading\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kezpres.xyz\/novelreading\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kezpres.xyz\/novelreading\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kezpres.xyz\/novelreading\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21689"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kezpres.xyz\/novelreading\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21689\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kezpres.xyz\/novelreading\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21689"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kezpres.xyz\/novelreading\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21689"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kezpres.xyz\/novelreading\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21689"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}