Healing Slowly But Surely By R. Joseph 105

Healing Slowly But Surely By R. Joseph 105 Summary

105 Brutal seggs.

Chalice.

*This chapter may be too dark for some audiences, so skip if you can’t handle extreme sexual content.. or read with caution.*

My hands trembled badly as I knocked on the large oak door with the numbers: “1205” written boldly on it and as soon as the door flew open and a large man with long jet black hair and striking green eyes crowded the doorway, my heart dropped.

“Louis.” I drawled, trying so hard and failing to

sound casual.

He beamed a smile at me, his intense eyes roving along my body carelessly as he squealed; “Babe!”

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My eyes unconsciously darted around us when I heard him say that and upon the realization that no one had seen or heard us, I pushed past him and stumbled into the room.

And gosh, it reeked.

It was a luxury suite in one of the most prestigious hotels around town but it reeked, just the way Louis managed to contaminate everything he touched, be it luxury or me.

Me especially.

I vaguely heard the sound of the door clicking

shut behind me before I turned around to face

him, my false smile instantly disappearing from my face as I asked; “Why did you ask to meet, Lou? You know the rules!”

“What rules?”

“That you wouldn’t ask to meet. Ever. That we only meet when I say so!” I snapped, but instead

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of being apologetic, I was met with a smug smile.

“And you know the rules, Chalice,” he drawled, his voice dropping into a menacing growl.

“What rules?” I snapped, immediately hating myself for sounding just like him.

“That you do not raise your voice at me. Ever. And that whenever we meet, before you start bitching around, you strip first!”

My mouth snapped shut. And goddess, if looks could kill, Lou would’ve been dead meat by now. I glared at him with all the hatred I could muster, but annoyingly, he didn’t even seem bothered by it. If anything, it only made him smile more.

He walked away to go sit on the bed and then crossed his legs as he pointed at my coat. “Take that hideous shit off.”

“It’s winter!” I snarled. “So of course, I’ll keep it on. The weather is cold.”

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“You had no issues with cold all those years ago when you’ll sneak off with me into the bushes and we’ll make love in the icy lake.” He drawled slowly, and I hated myself when those memories came rushing into my head.

I hated myself more because it brought heat to my face. And I especially wanted to kill myself when the sight of the bulge in his pants made my pussy clench.

I shook my head. “Things change.”

His eyes darkened slightly and a gasp slipped past my lips when he suddenly rose to his feet and marched over to me, pinning me with the

deadliest glare I have ever seen. His calloused fingers trailed hot lines down my face and chin, and without preamble, he grabbed my neck.

“Things change…” he drawled, his hot breath fanning my face. “But not you and me, Chalice. We’re too broken to change. And even if I have

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the liberty of changing… you do not. You’re worse than I am. You made me who I am.”

My knees wobbled as his hold on my neck tightened significantly, and knowing Lou and how bad his temper could be, I knew that if I didn’t do anything about him quickly, he’d hurt me. So I batted my lashes at him and dropped my gaze.

“Okay.” I croaked out.

“Okay, what?”

“Okay, I’ll strip.” I said, and just like I’d expected, he immediately let go of me.

Tears burned at the corners of my eyes as I slowly, begrudgingly, began to take off my clothes one after the other, starting with my coat. I even felt more filthy when he wouldn’t take his eyes off me, his beady eyes trailing my actions with amusement shining in them.

I bowed my head in shame and continued but

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stopped when I was left with just my bikini set on. And then I whispered; “All done.”

It wasn’t until that moment that I finally had the courage to look at him, and the look I found in his stupid green eyes had my breath hitching. It looked crazed. Dark. Horrifying.

He waved his hand dismissively at me and drawled; “Your lingerie looks beautiful, Chalice, but I don’t want to see it. I want to see your pussy and breasts. So strip.”

His words- crude and depreciating- made my anger flare. But anger wasn’t the way to work with Louis, so I nodded and did as told, flinching when his loud satisfied whistle filled my ears.

“Damn! You’re still as pretty as ever! It’s a shame you want to be with the triplets and not me!” He spat, clapping when I stood stark naked in front of him.

The cold air blew against my body, causing

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goosebumps to spread across my skin, and I

hated it. I hated that it made me tremble. And I hated that it made my nipples harden.

Lou rose to his feet, his dark eyes trailing along my body in a way that looked more perverted than interested. His fingers slid into my hair and just when I was beginning to lean into his touch, thinking that he was trying to caress me, he fisted at a chunk of my hair and pulled so hard

that I screamed.

“Lou!” I yelled, “…that hurts!”

“Oh, I know it does!” He spat back, a maniacal look painting his face. “I want you to feel it. To know it hurts when I feel you fucking those three bastards and every other men you open those sexy legs of yours to!”

“Lou please!” I screamed, but he wouldn’t listen. And goddess, he was strong- too strong, I couldn’t possibly push him off.

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Without a care, he grabbed the back of my neck,

and using it to pull me forward, he pushed me towards the bed and pressed my face into the mattress, his lips against my ears as he growled; “You’ll be a good girl for me, right? You’ll be a

good girl and take this dick the way you take their dicks, okay?”

His words made a tremor run down my spine. I screamed. I fought. I thrashed… hell, I even pleaded but he wouldn’t stop. He was acting

crazy.

With my head still pressed into the soft bed, I began to plead desperately, asking him not to strike me or touch me. But he turned deaf ears to my pleas.

I vaguely heard the sound of a zipper being pulled, and… and…

He didn’t even try to start with foreplay. He didn’t even care that I wasn’t wet yet. Like the crazed

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beast that he was, he plunged his fat dick into my pussy, and hell, I screamed when it hit my hilt, almost cracking my pelvis open.

It hurt.

It hurt like a goddamn bitch.

Lou’s pace was fast. Brutal. It was nothing like the gentle way the triplets devoured me. It was nothing like the other men I’ve been with. He fucked me like I was a prostitute… without mercy. And I hated that my body, even though felt stretched taut, gradually began to ease up to him.

I hated that my wolf wanted him.

I hated that even as he brutally slammed his cock into me, my body reacted with pleasure. Not pain.

Yes, it hurts. It hurts so much. But it was

different. And I loved that he fucked me like this.

Brutally. Without mercy. Without love.

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Louis and I had long come to the conclusion that

we could never love each other. I was never for him. The moon goddess had made a mistake by pairing us. But that didn’t change the fact that our genitals were perfect for each other, and that now, with his cock slamming into me with an agonizing pace, it was the only time I really loved

sex.

“Fuck… fuck! Lou! You’re hurting me!” I cried with tears streaming down my face, and maybe he loves torturing me because as soon as I said that, his hold on my neck tightened.

His other hand gripping my hip dug into my flesh, and his pace, once fast became faster.

He was going so fast… so deep that tiny stars began to dance in my line of sight. His cock, massive and thick, slammed continuously into my hilt, burying itself into the deepest parts of me before he would pull out and repeat the agonizing process all over again.

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And heck, I wanted to die. I wanted to pass out.

At some point, my consciousness failed me and I slipped into an abyss. And I don’t know for how long I fainted for, but by the time I finally came to, I was horrified to discover that he was still fucking me.

He had changed our positions such that I was lying flat on my stomach with my legs spread out. A pillow was placed under my abdomen to support my hip. And his hands— both of them— held onto my waist as he continued to plunder

into me.

I was weak at this point. My throat was hoarse too. With tears in my eyes, I looked up at the wall clock and my heart plummeted when I realized that we’d been going at it for over two hours now.

In desperation, I cried out; “Please stop! I can’t take it anymore!”

And that was true. My body was giving out.

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Lou’s deep chuckle filled my ears before he

grunted and slapped my butt so hard, I thrashed wildly beneath him.

He growled; “Fuck, I miss this!”

“Lou, my body can’t take it anymore!” I yelled.

“But my body can!” He seethed back, and with that, thrusted one more time into me.

But that thrust wasn’t one to give me pleasure. It was one to hurt me. To punish me. I felt it all the way to my stomach and I shook violently when pain exploded in my cunt.

Tears filled my eyes but just as I made to scream, his hand clamped around my mouth and he began to go harder. Faster.

And goodness, this was borderline evil.

This was pure wickedness.

I couldn’t take it anymore. My body couldn’t hold

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on anymore. And so, I slipped into

unconsciousness. Again.

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105 Brutal seggs.

Chalice.

*This chapter may be too dark for some audiences, so skip if you can’t handle extreme sexual content.. or read with caution.*

“Louis.” I drawled, trying so hard and failing to

sound casual.

He beamed a smile at me, his intense eyes roving along my body carelessly as he squealed; “Babe!”

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My eyes unconsciously darted around us when I heard him say that and upon the realization that no one had seen or heard us, I pushed past him and stumbled into the room.

And gosh, it reeked.

It was a luxury suite in one of the most prestigious hotels around town but it reeked, just the way Louis managed to contaminate everything he touched, be it luxury or me.

Me especially.

I vaguely heard the sound of the door clicking

shut behind me before I turned around to face

him, my false smile instantly disappearing from my face as I asked; “Why did you ask to meet, Lou? You know the rules!”

“What rules?”

“That you wouldn’t ask to meet. Ever. That we only meet when I say so!” I snapped, but instead

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of being apologetic, I was met with a smug smile.

“And you know the rules, Chalice,” he drawled, his voice dropping into a menacing growl.

“What rules?” I snapped, immediately hating myself for sounding just like him.

“That you do not raise your voice at me. Ever. And that whenever we meet, before you start bitching around, you strip first!”

He walked away to go sit on the bed and then crossed his legs as he pointed at my coat. “Take that hideous shit off.”

“It’s winter!” I snarled. “So of course, I’ll keep it on. The weather is cold.”

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I hated myself more because it brought heat to my face. And I especially wanted to kill myself when the sight of the bulge in his pants made my pussy clench.

I shook my head. “Things change.”

His eyes darkened slightly and a gasp slipped past my lips when he suddenly rose to his feet and marched over to me, pinning me with the

deadliest glare I have ever seen. His calloused fingers trailed hot lines down my face and chin, and without preamble, he grabbed my neck.

“Things change…” he drawled, his hot breath fanning my face. “But not you and me, Chalice. We’re too broken to change. And even if I have

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the liberty of changing… you do not. You’re worse than I am. You made me who I am.”

“Okay.” I croaked out.

“Okay, what?”

“Okay, I’ll strip.” I said, and just like I’d expected, he immediately let go of me.

I bowed my head in shame and continued but

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stopped when I was left with just my bikini set on. And then I whispered; “All done.”

It wasn’t until that moment that I finally had the courage to look at him, and the look I found in his stupid green eyes had my breath hitching. It looked crazed. Dark. Horrifying.

He waved his hand dismissively at me and drawled; “Your lingerie looks beautiful, Chalice, but I don’t want to see it. I want to see your pussy and breasts. So strip.”

His words- crude and depreciating- made my anger flare. But anger wasn’t the way to work with Louis, so I nodded and did as told, flinching when his loud satisfied whistle filled my ears.

“Damn! You’re still as pretty as ever! It’s a shame you want to be with the triplets and not me!” He spat, clapping when I stood stark naked in front of him.

The cold air blew against my body, causing

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goosebumps to spread across my skin, and I

hated it. I hated that it made me tremble. And I hated that it made my nipples harden.

that I screamed.

“Lou!” I yelled, “…that hurts!”

“Lou please!” I screamed, but he wouldn’t listen. And goddess, he was strong- too strong, I couldn’t possibly push him off.

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Without a care, he grabbed the back of my neck,

and using it to pull me forward, he pushed me towards the bed and pressed my face into the mattress, his lips against my ears as he growled; “You’ll be a good girl for me, right? You’ll be a

good girl and take this dick the way you take their dicks, okay?”

His words made a tremor run down my spine. I screamed. I fought. I thrashed… hell, I even pleaded but he wouldn’t stop. He was acting

crazy.

With my head still pressed into the soft bed, I began to plead desperately, asking him not to strike me or touch me. But he turned deaf ears to my pleas.

I vaguely heard the sound of a zipper being pulled, and… and…

He didn’t even try to start with foreplay. He didn’t even care that I wasn’t wet yet. Like the crazed

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beast that he was, he plunged his fat dick into my pussy, and hell, I screamed when it hit my hilt, almost cracking my pelvis open.

It hurt.

It hurt like a goddamn bitch.

I hated that my wolf wanted him.

I hated that even as he brutally slammed his cock into me, my body reacted with pleasure. Not pain.

Yes, it hurts. It hurts so much. But it was

different. And I loved that he fucked me like this.

Brutally. Without mercy. Without love.

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Louis and I had long come to the conclusion that

sex.

“Fuck… fuck! Lou! You’re hurting me!” I cried with tears streaming down my face, and maybe he loves torturing me because as soon as I said that, his hold on my neck tightened.

His other hand gripping my hip dug into my flesh, and his pace, once fast became faster.

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And heck, I wanted to die. I wanted to pass out.

into me.

I was weak at this point. My throat was hoarse too. With tears in my eyes, I looked up at the wall clock and my heart plummeted when I realized that we’d been going at it for over two hours now.

In desperation, I cried out; “Please stop! I can’t take it anymore!”

And that was true. My body was giving out.

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Lou’s deep chuckle filled my ears before he

grunted and slapped my butt so hard, I thrashed wildly beneath him.

He growled; “Fuck, I miss this!”

“Lou, my body can’t take it anymore!” I yelled.

“But my body can!” He seethed back, and with that, thrusted one more time into me.

But that thrust wasn’t one to give me pleasure. It was one to hurt me. To punish me. I felt it all the way to my stomach and I shook violently when pain exploded in my cunt.

Tears filled my eyes but just as I made to scream, his hand clamped around my mouth and he began to go harder. Faster.

And goodness, this was borderline evil.

This was pure wickedness.

I couldn’t take it anymore. My body couldn’t hold

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on anymore. And so, I slipped into

unconsciousness. Again.

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them!

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Conclusion

In the aftermath of the harrowing encounter with Louis, Chalice finds herself grappling with a tumult of emotions that threaten to overwhelm her. The brutal experience leaves her physically and emotionally drained, yet it also ignites a flicker of resilience within her. As she lies in the aftermath, the pain and humiliation begin to morph into a determination to reclaim her agency and heal from the trauma inflicted upon her. The realization that she is more than just a vessel for someone else’s desires propels her towards a path of self-discovery, where the memories of her past with Louis serve as both a haunting reminder and a catalyst for her growth.

Slowly but surely, Chalice understands that healing is not linear; it is a journey fraught with setbacks and moments of vulnerability. The shadows of her past may linger, but they no longer define her. Instead, she starts to envision a future where she can embrace her worth and pursue relationships that honor her spirit rather than diminish it. With each passing moment, Chalice resolves to break free from the chains of her past and step into a life where she is not merely surviving, but truly living. The strength she uncovers within herself marks the beginning of a new chapter—one where she can finally begin to heal, reclaim her power, and forge a path toward a brighter tomorrow.

What to Expect in Next Chapter?

In the next chapter, readers can expect a deep dive into the aftermath of Chalice’s brutal encounter with Louis. The emotional and psychological ramifications of their toxic relationship will unfold, revealing the scars that linger long after the physical pain has subsided. Will Chalice find the strength to confront her feelings for Louis, or will she continue to spiral deeper into the chaos he brings into her life? The tension between her past and her desire for a healthier connection with the triplets will intensify, forcing her to grapple with her own identity and desires.

As the chapter progresses, the stakes will rise. Chalice’s interactions with the triplets will take on new significance as she seeks solace and healing from the torment inflicted by Louis. Will they be able to pull her back from the brink, or will the shadows of her past consume her entirely? The dynamic between the characters will shift, revealing hidden motivations and secrets that could change everything. Prepare for unexpected twists and emotional revelations that will leave readers breathless and yearning for more.

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Healing Slowly But Surely By R. Joseph 105