Healing Slowly But Surely By R. Joseph 69
Healing Slowly But Surely By R. Joseph 69 Summary
In “Healing Slowly But Surely,” Leilani awakens to a chaotic scene in her room, filled with scratch marks and a throbbing headache, struggling to piece together the events of the previous night. She recalls leaving Jay’s car in the rain but is baffled by the state she finds herself in and the torn dress she wears. As she attempts to regain a sense of normalcy, her family arrives, bringing tension and confrontation. Their disdainful expressions and accusations about her alleged bullying of Chalice, her sister, only add to her frustration and confusion.
The confrontation escalates as Leilani defends herself against her family’s accusations, revealing the deep-seated resentment she harbors towards them. Gavin, her brother, and her parents express their disappointment, shifting the focus to her success at Frostclaw, Inc. rather than acknowledging her struggles. Leilani feels like a pawn in their familial games, realizing that their concern is less about her well-being and more about her sister’s perceived failures. The emotional weight of their words ignites her anger, and she confronts them about their selfishness.
As tensions reach a boiling point, Leilani’s frustration culminates in a physical altercation with Gavin, resulting in her unexpectedly throwing him to the ground. This shocking display of strength leaves her in disbelief, confronting her own insecurities about her past and her perceived weakness. The incident serves as a turning point for Leilani, as she grapples with the realization of her own power while simultaneously battling the feelings of inadequacy instilled by her family.
The chapter concludes with Leilani retreating into her home, her mind racing with conflicting emotions. She struggles to reconcile the image of her brother on the floor with her self-image as the weak runt of her pack. The memory of her strength and the fear of her family’s judgment loom large as she faces the daunting task of healing from both the physical and emotional scars left by her family dynamics.
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**Healing Slowly But Surely**
By R. Joseph
Leilani.
The moment I stirred from sleep, a fiery throb radiated from the back of my skull, as if my mind was trying to recall a forgotten nightmare. My eyes fluttered open, and I was met with a disheartening sight: scratch marks marred the walls and my bed, chaotic lines etched into the surfaces like a wild animal had been trapped within. I sat upright, groaning softly, my heart racing as the reality of my disheveled room sank in.
But what puzzled me most was the blank space in my memory.
I could vividly recall the moment I had stormed out of Jay’s car, rain drenching me to the bone, but beyond that, my mind was a fog. How had I found my way back to my room? And why were there scratch marks marring the bed I slept on?
My gaze dropped, and I gasped at the sight of my once-elegant dress, now torn and ragged, hanging off me like a tattered flag of defeat.
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“What the hell happened?” I muttered under my breath, frustration bubbling within me.
After a moment of contemplation, I managed to drag myself to the shower, letting the hot water wash away the remnants of the night. I changed into something more presentable, feeling a small sense of normalcy return. My stomach growled, reminding me that I was long overdue for a meal, so I decided to whip up something for breakfast—well, technically lunch, given that the clock had already passed noon.
As I trudged down to the kitchen, the rhythmic pounding on my door made me pause. My frown deepened. Without bothering to check the intercom, I swung the door open, only to find my parents and brother standing there, their faces twisted in the familiar expressions of disdain.
Oh no, not again… Not today!
I rolled my eyes, exasperation spilling over. “What do you want?”
“Chalice told us about last night,” Gavin declared, a hint of triumph in his voice.
‘Of course she did,’ I thought bitterly, but I quickly pushed that thought aside. Folding my arms across my chest, I leaned against the door, letting my irritation seep through. “And what exactly did she say about last night? How is it any of my concern that she despises being called Candy?”
“Candy?” Gavin scoffed, a derisive laugh escaping his lips. “How is that even an issue?”
“Well, I should be the one asking you!” I shot back, my voice rising. “Jay only called her Candy, so I have to wonder why she’s been spreading rumors about us bullying her.”
The looks on their faces were priceless, a mixture of shock and disbelief. My father scowled, his brows knitting together in anger. My mother looked as if someone had dropped a brick on her head, and Gavin stared at me as though I had lost my mind.
A heavy silence enveloped us, broken only when Gavin spoke up, his voice dripping with curiosity. “Who’s Jay?”
“Alpha Jarek Frostclaw,” I replied dryly, suppressing the urge to roll my eyes again. “Now, can I please return to my life?”
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“So you and Alpha Frostclaw bullied Chalice last night?” Gavin pressed, the malice creeping back into his tone. He turned to my father, his voice dripping with mockery, “And Chalice didn’t mention that to us?”
I frowned, the frustration boiling over. “So what the hell did she tell you if it wasn’t that I bullied her?”
Oh goddess, how I loathed this family. The sheer stupidity of it all made my blood boil—every single one of them, including me at that moment.
“So you’re admitting to bullying her?!” Gavin growled, and I couldn’t resist rolling my eyes this time.
I snickered, the sound escaping me before I could hold it back. “Maybe you should go ask her. Now, can you kindly remove yourself from my property?”
“Is that not enough for you? You weren’t satisfied with making her lose her baby with the Alphas. Now you’ve resorted to bullying her too? And at an event, no less?!”
With each word that fell from his lips, my anger surged. I clenched my fists so tightly that my nails bit into my palms, but I remained silent, a storm of fury brewing in my chest.
“You’re a wretched disgrace! A stain on the Blackthorne family! I curse the day you were born—”
“Gavin, enough!” my father barked, cutting off his tirade with a fierce authority that made me flinch.
All eyes turned to him, but I noticed the dark glare he directed at me. To him, I was nothing but filth, a disappointment that would never rise above the muck in his eyes. Tears pricked at the corners of my vision, but I blinked them away defiantly.
“She told us you’re now the leading engineer at Frostclaw, Inc. Is that true?” My father’s voice was low, almost mocking, as he probed.
Surprise washed over me, forcing me to turn my head sharply to face him. “And what does that have to do with anything?”
“Are you the leading engineer at Frostclaw, Inc.?” Gavin yelled, and I was taken aback by their sudden interest.
Did they really care that I had achieved something in my life? Were they here to apologize for everything they had done? Was this some sort of twisted reunion, sparked only by my newfound success?
I muttered slowly, “Yes.”
“So you’ve held that much power at Frostclaw, Inc., and your sister couldn’t get in?” My mother’s voice dripped with venom, and my heart sank.
What the hell?
“We begged you, Leilani! We begged you to put in a good word for Frostclaw to accept your sister, not knowing you had the power to do it yourself. And what did you do? Nothing!”
“I wouldn’t be surprised if she deliberately sabotaged Chalice’s chances of getting the job!” Gavin shot back, his words like daggers aimed at my heart.
All I could do was stare at them, stunned into silence.
After everything we had been through, this was all they cared about?
I felt like a pawn in their twisted game, a mere tool existing solely for my sister’s advantage.
My rage ignited like a wildfire in my chest. I seethed, “So you came all the way here to tell me this? Not to congratulate me, but to berate me for not paving the way for your spoiled daughter?”
Father and mother looked visibly hurt, but Gavin snarled, “If anyone’s spoiled, it’s you, Leilani!”
“Right, because I’m the one who has the world bending to my will. I’m the reason you’re here, trembling because I wasn’t accepted into a job I wasn’t even fit for!”
Gavin rolled his eyes dramatically. “Oh, spare me, you hypocrite! Just because you work at a so-called ordinary company like Frostclaw, Inc., you think you’re better than Chalice?”
“If I must say so myself, then yes. If you think otherwise, then let’s see you try to get her into the so-called ordinary Frostclaw, Inc.!”
He froze, and an uncomfortable silence enveloped us.
But having reached my limit, I pushed the door open wider, ready to retreat into the safety of my home. Just as I was about to step inside, my father’s voice rang out with a warning, “You’re not about to walk out on me, are you?”
“Oh, that’s exactly what I’m about to do, Daddy Blackthorne. In fact, you’ll have to watch me.”
“Leilani!” my mother growled, but I rolled my eyes defiantly. “You don’t get to just walk out on us! We’re your parents!”
“Didn’t you receive the court-ordered emancipation documents four years ago? You’re not my family. You never were, and you never will be!”
At that, Gavin lost it. A growl erupted from him, loud enough to send a shiver down my spine. The veins in his neck bulged as he screamed, “You wench!”
I barely registered the movement as he lifted his hand toward me, and instinct kicked in. I knew what was coming. In a split second, I reached up, grabbing his wrist, and with a swift motion, I ducked and threw him over my shoulder.
Gasps erupted around me as he hit the floor with a resounding thud, the impact echoing in the stunned silence. It was only then that I realized what I had just done.
I had thrown Gavin, a strong beta wolf, over my shoulder with ease. I had sent him crashing to the ground, blood trickling from the corner of his lips.
My eyes widened in disbelief as I glanced at my hands, the reality of my strength hitting me like a freight train. Before my parents could recover from their shock and launch into a tirade, I bolted into the house and slammed the door shut behind me.
My breath came in short, unsteady gasps, and my limbs felt weak as I leaned against the door, my heart racing wildly in my chest.
“I am weak. I am weak,” I repeated to myself, trying to convince my mind of the lie. “I was my pack’s runt, and they all hate me for being weak…” I murmured, but no matter how hard I tried to shake the thought, the image of Gavin sprawled on the floor wouldn’t leave my mind.
And with it came another memory, one I had almost buried: the moment I had ripped the door off Jarek’s car.
What the hell?
Conclusion
As the echoes of confrontation faded into the silence of her home, Leilani found herself grappling with the raw emotions that surged within her. The chaotic encounter with her family had stripped away the facade of control she had desperately tried to maintain. Instead of feeling like the weakling they had always labeled her, she was faced with the undeniable truth of her own strength—both physical and emotional. The realization that she had the power to stand up for herself, even against her brother, ignited a spark of defiance within her. It was a moment of clarity that shattered the chains of self-doubt, allowing her to glimpse a future where she could reclaim her identity on her own terms, free from the shadows of her family’s expectations.
Yet, amidst this newfound empowerment, the weight of her past still clung to her like a shadow. The memories of her family’s disdain and the haunting echoes of her own insecurities reminded her that healing would be a slow and arduous journey. Leilani understood that she could no longer allow their words to dictate her worth. With every breath, she resolved to embrace her strength, to confront the pain that had long held her captive, and to heal—slowly but surely. As she stood there, leaning against the door, she vowed to forge her own path, one that would lead her away from the toxicity of her past and toward a future where she could finally be free to be herself.
What to Expect in Next Chapter?
In the next chapter, readers can expect the tension between Leilani and her family to escalate further, as the aftermath of her explosive confrontation with Gavin unfolds. The emotional turmoil she faces will not only challenge her sense of self but also force her to confront the growing realization of her own strength—both physical and emotional. As she grapples with the implications of her actions, Leilani will find herself at a crossroads, caught between her past as the “runt” of the pack and her newfound power that threatens to redefine her identity.
Moreover, the chapter promises to delve deeper into Leilani’s complex relationship with Jay, the Alpha who has unwittingly become a catalyst for her transformation. With the tension from her family still lingering, will she seek solace in Jay’s presence, or will her insecurities prevent her from reaching out? As whispers of Chalice’s rumors continue to swirl, Leilani may have to confront her own role in the unfolding drama, leading to unexpected revelations that could change everything. Readers will be on the edge of their seats, eager to see how Leilani navigates this treacherous landscape of family loyalty, personal growth, and the looming threat of her own potential.
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